Saturday, December 31, 2011
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
These past couple of weeks have been bitter sweet; I have loved the holidays with my family, but I have had feelings of sadness too. I realized that I've been feeling "off" because I was afraid of next year; weird huh? I realized I was worried about my mother not being here next Christmas because of her persistent infections; I was worried about being able to continue as a SU Demonstrator; I was worried that my creations weren't nice enough, etc, etc.... I've literally been making myself sick with worry!
I know that it's silly to worry about things I have no control over! I should just enjoy each good day I have with my mom and others. It's like "good day, bad day" with my mother's health, but I thank God that my husband, father, and other members of my family are well because I think I would really lose it if I had more to bear!
So, remember to enjoy the moments and choose to be happy this next year! It's so easy to fall into a hole and forget about all the good things. And don't be a worry wart like me; you live longer when you don't worry! Have a Happy New Year and see you next year (hopefully with projects you like)!